Happy B-irthday, and great read!
I'm no stranger to anxiety (and was in the ER twice for it) and its always a happy read to hear people working through it. Despite doing zany and crazy stuff (like you and me), we're still humans and have things going on. Hope you can make it to Chicago at some point!
We need to make the most out of the time we have, and it looks like that's what you're doing. You've already accomplished so much with your life, but trust me when I say, your 30s are when things really start getting exciting, so the best is yet to come!
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happy birthday muffin man lmao